I just realized something…. As Good As The Cross Was For The Plans Of GOD For ALL; Jesus Still Didn’t Want To Do It At A Point. Lessons, lessons, lessons for Honey. Allow yourself to be intimately, transparently, deeply, constantly and completely vulnerable with God about everything especially His Will for you with a particular focus on the parts you don’t want to obey Him on. As I write this now I realize what my Father’s was. Ocholi actually never wanted to be a governor but he was sent to be. Now that I’ve seen up close how badly being in denial of and not communicating your struggle with God and or your partner about the unpleasantness of the cross within your God given assignment can get, I will always be honest with God from now on about the pain I want to avoid but must endure and conquer for His glory. I just realized that I don’t actually want to be this particular thing that God has been asking me to do. It’s scary that I didn’t know my own heart. From an honest stand one can raise but in denial most are stuck and mediocre at best should they even move. I’m very grateful to learn this today. Though shalt not lie to thine own heart is something I never thought I would right to my myself. On this I have been honest with everyone except GOD and myself. HE knew though the whole time and was waiting for me to realize it. I’m afraid of GOD. From now on I will pray for Him to reveal my heart to me because ‘not mine but Your Will be done’ is only possible to utter when you can distinguish between His Will and your desire with integrity and correctly. LORD You see my heart, this is my prayer. Please help me with this forever 💕. Watch out for those parts of the thing you know God has sent you to do that you don’t want to because those are the places the enemy would find the most success at tempting and causing you to go off track and being derailed. Like Jonah, I pray that we are all honest with God about our assignments from now on.”
honey
If you reject and don’t do ‘the cross part’ of your purpose, you won’t get and so should not expect ‘the seat beside Him in glory’ part of it either.
